Undone

How to begin...Kevin. Mi bueno amigo. Not quite sure what's up with our friendship at the moment. Not just yours and mine, but also mine and another person. You know who...It's been a weird week. My room is a total disaster from packing and I just want some sort of direction for my life. I feel like I am just jogging in place and never getting anywhere. Maybe, I will finish this later, like everything else that never gets done. I have to go to bed, so I can work my nine hours tomorrow. Night.

This one is for you sexy. you complained that nothing in here was about you, so here I go. I enjoyed hanging out with you so much even though we know how i put you in a "bind". maybe next time my shorts will stay on. hehehe i can't wait to do it again.

PS think about what mike said

tons of fun this weekend. thanks to everyone who made it a blast. next time, let the non-hungover kids clean the house. can't wait to go to Tampa with my fellow jesus lover, Jen! (and i'll be 18!) oh yea, and the mother effin zoo. yessss. I need help moving a huge box to my mom's house from my dad's. anyone want to offer a truck or van? Love to all ~Chris

Tear for Fall Out Boy :*( Anyway I had so much fun last night getting revenge on my mom. Jen has pics and i'll have mine soon. Thanks Nicole and Anthony! Can't wait for the next one! So much fun. Love to everyone!

I am looking for an extra Fall Out Boy ticket. Please see Jen.

This week was so fricken sweet. Between the sleepover on Sunday, dress up days, and last night: i love my friends and my life, in this moment. I have never had so much fun homecoming week. Shaving legs, dueling with Cav and Jen at Party City, Ruby Tuesday's, and more...I hope prom is this fricken awesome or better. -i can't wait for next week. Drop me a post and let me know what happened with you. I LOVE YOU GUYS!

POSITION:father/father-figure

DUTIES:take care of and love me (love optional. just liking or accepting that i am alive and your daughter is ok); financial background required; a little respect and trust goes a long way; PLUS, i need to be fed once and a while

HOURS:24/7

PAY:cookies, brownies, cakes, pies, etc...any kind you want. Oh, and i cook...

NO:smoking, yelling, arguing, two-faced for friends, condescending(sp) talk; stocks on TV, taking care of just my sister, telling me i'm a failure (like i need all the reminders every day), any other negative things...oh yeah, that i'm fat...that's a classic

Please post qualifications or call 1-800-IMUR-DADDY

NOTE:preferably a father that doesn't want to get in my pants, either. i'm sick of the pedifiles...hmmm

Anyone have any guidance on life to offer?

So, yesterday at Riverside, they made me watch this video about sexual harrassment and it just brought back all the memories of something that was done to me and it really upset me. then, i go home to change for the game, and my dad and i were fighting about all sorts of crap and my brother is here and he's being the biggest ass. my mommy said that she was going to my game last night, she barely goes to any, and i was really excited and then she was a no show and my brother told me that it was b/c my mom didn't really like me at all. and it made me really sad. There's just so much crap going on in my personnal life and at school, it stresses me. I know this seems kind of two faced, but i put on a smile at school and tell everyone that it is ok, when it is really not. I don't fell that i should burden people with my problems; they're mine, not yours. I just wasn't myself at the game last night and I'm sorry you guys had to deal with me and see me cry. I'm not as strong as i used to be. I'm working on it, though.

i am now part of the sandwich club.YES!

the first week back went pretty well. no incidents besides "Bobby Juice" on my back...:)Shit's worse here than usual. my mom got screwed up the ass at work. they brought someone to work above her, behind her back, and then they fired her. b/c they are "reorganizing". she was doing the job of three people and if i were her, i would have already hurt someone. they did the same thing to her at Chico's. brought in someone with a higher education b/c they thought that the job would get done better, but all they do is have problems w/ the new people.

I still just want to leave this place and get as far away as possible. i need to go somewhere i feel like i belong. i hate loneliness.

...Just bend the pieces til they fit, like they were made for it, but they weren't meant for this...